Posted on Sunday, December 13, 2009 at 1:37 AM
HELLO :DDDDjust came back from outside with mother.argh,another day.another day doing things i dislike.well,couldn't sleep.yesterday,off com ard 2plus.lied on bed,toss&turn,can't sleep.ard 3plus then finally sleep.well,that's the last time i check the clock till today morning.wanna go out,start my homework and relax.holidays ending soon&i haven't really relax& be crazy yet..hahahahs.&Oh brothers.I know,either one of you is reading my blog.But,idc(xI didn't do/write anything wrong right?Hahahs.Oh well,blog soon(:G.Byes&G.nightLabels: Nathan Hartono(:
Posted on Friday, December 11, 2009 at 11:50 PM
HELLO :DDDDDcouldn't sleep.this few days can't sleep early.esp because of mother.then wake up morning the next day.v.tired,okay.school starting in less than 1month.not quite looking forward.been having nighmares&weird dreams,still.arghhhh,what's wrong with me?blog soon(:&Been thinking.I really admire you,NathanHartono.Like a fan admiring you.You're everyone girl's dream.So many of these girls are saying you're their boyf.I wish so.But that's a dream-on.We might never meet at all.I know you,but you don't.&somehow,fate doesn't help this time.It don't really help all this time.Sometime,i do question about my trust in fate.well,this is life,it doesn't go your way.God always make me feel hope,then take it away.At least,that's how i felt.I feel that god is playing fools with me.&so is fate.Everytime i gave up on something esp love.It'll give a hope again.Letting me met someone that catches my heart.&fate comes in a take him away.If not,it'll be the wrong person.I may sound like crap now.But this is how i felt.&nobody's gonna read my blog anyway.People says,it's always worth to wait for the right one.I'm waiting,each day waiting&hoping that god&fate will give me something good.But i'm tired of waiting&the the rest.Sometime,i felt so tired,i don't wanna care.Sometimes i wake up in the morning,Feeling all wrong,&i stayed in bed for as long as i could.Sometimes,i wake up,look at myself in the mirror,&wonder,who am i?what do i want?I'm tired of my life,but i got to stay on.I can't give up now.I haven't live my life to the fullest.But when will it be then?There isn't much i can do now,Except to live my life,No matter i want it or not.I'm waiting for god&fate do me a favour.I'm waiting,waiting,waiting.Labels: Nathan Hartono(:
Posted on Wednesday, December 09, 2009 at 2:03 PM
HELLO :DDDDDblogging because of something.well,yesterday was singapore idol top 3.and tabby was out,ohman.so for grand final will be sezari&slyvia. (pardon for any mis-spelling)oh god,i wasn't at home when i was watching this.was at mother's friend house.so when the result came,i cried...cause tabby didn't get in.&looking at how badly she cried,esp after her parents joined her for her last song.she was crying so badly that she couldn't bring herself to finish the song.so she just speak a few words...awww,that's really sad.btw,the grand final will be held at singapore indoor stadium.27 dec.dk want go see or not...this few days couldn't reaally sleep well.everytime,lights off at this time,but need toss and turn till v.late,before i fell asleep even though v.tired.arghhh.& My crush.Labels: Nathan Hartono(:
Posted on Tuesday, December 08, 2009 at 12:18 PM
HELLO :DDDDwell,nothing much lately as well.yesterday wake up v.early.go bank with mother then go for breakfast at market.then homed.sleepsleepsleep.having nightmares/weird dreams lately...mother ask if i wanna go thai;hatyai again this end of month...go there countdown.but i said no.last year also go there,no fun.so this year want to countdown in sg.well,yesterday accidently knock until one of the dinning table corner,then my leg got one big bad looking bruise):&Life is good.(:Labels: Nathan Hartono(:
Posted on Friday, December 04, 2009 at 7:26 PM
HELLO :DDDDblogging after some times.well,birthday over.this year wasn't a really nice one.didn't celebrate though.went out with bryan on 30nov.meetup,lunch at mac at go popular buy album.then accompany him go imm to look for liping.collect the classphoto thingy.well,he told me he's going ite next year.BOOHOO.well,nothing much for this hols...not touching homework yet.shyttttt,gotta start on it soon.&Life is good-Nathan Hartono(:Labels: Nathan Hartono(: