HELLO :DDDDD couldn't sleep. this few days can't sleep early. esp because of mother. then wake up morning the next day. v.tired,okay. school starting in less than 1month. not quite looking forward. been having nighmares&weird dreams,still. arghhhh,what's wrong with me? blog soon(:
&Been thinking. I really admire you,NathanHartono. Like a fan admiring you. You're everyone girl's dream. So many of these girls are saying you're their boyf. I wish so. But that's a dream-on. We might never meet at all. I know you,but you don't. &somehow,fate doesn't help this time. It don't really help all this time. Sometime,i do question about my trust in fate. well,this is life,it doesn't go your way. God always make me feel hope,then take it away. At least,that's how i felt. I feel that god is playing fools with me. &so is fate. Everytime i gave up on something esp love. It'll give a hope again. Letting me met someone that catches my heart. &fate comes in a take him away. If not,it'll be the wrong person. I may sound like crap now. But this is how i felt. &nobody's gonna read my blog anyway. People says,it's always worth to wait for the right one. I'm waiting,each day waiting &hoping that god&fate will give me something good. But i'm tired of waiting&the the rest. Sometime,i felt so tired,i don't wanna care. Sometimes i wake up in the morning, Feeling all wrong,&i stayed in bed for as long as i could. Sometimes,i wake up,look at myself in the mirror, &wonder,who am i?what do i want? I'm tired of my life,but i got to stay on. I can't give up now. I haven't live my life to the fullest. But when will it be then? There isn't much i can do now, Except to live my life, No matter i want it or not. I'm waiting for god&fate do me a favour. I'm waiting,waiting,waiting.
SERENAAAAA
Birthday on 021293,17 this year
Currently studying at SwissCottageSec-Class4N1&loving it
I adore YELLOW&AWESOME mates!
Through my life I once love,cheat,lie,learn,gained&lost,
Most imptly,i LIVED&will cont to live to the fullest.