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well,hello,second post.
suddenly wanted to post something badly,something which i wanted to long ago.
but,to my advice,do not read this post,even so,don't comment.
i need to say it out,and there's no places other than here.
well,seriously,istilllikeyou.
yes,i do.
but seriously,we will never get back togther again.
we both know it very well.
plus you found someone you like now,good for you.
but you know sometimes,it's weird that we kinda talk about it.
and i do't feel comfortable about it.
duh,who will.
talking to a guy you like about some other girls he likes.
i feel that i'm not me anymore.
looking back at the past and now.
i'm so different.
i use to be shy and not like now.
now,i feel very bold and bad.
i use valgur everyday like nothing,got to admit that.
must say that i've been very bold to you.
i never tell a guy how much i like him even after break up.
but i told you.
i use to be very childish minded,think only about myself.
somehow,i wish i could go back to the past.
never want to meet you&love you.
so i won't be like that now.
yes,i like you since last year.
i didn't cherish you well,so i can only blame myself.
this year,i finally saw how real is people ard me.
this year is a special year for me.
a year where i no longer be what i used to.
where no one know the real me.
i want to love yet very scared of it.
i've a learn a very big lesson last year/this year.
i want to forget you and move on.
but it's seriously very hard.
been missing you very much lately.
whenever we talk on msn,i feel that you like me.
even though i know very well,that you don't.
i want to tell you i still love you,very much.
but how?
i can never do that anymore.
have been crying at night,to get to sleep.
having so much dreams of you.
I'M NOT ME ANYMORE;ACCEPT IT.
I'M SICK&TIRED OF MYSELF.