i'm sorry people. cause i broke my long kept promised. i started cutting myself again. i sorry,esp myself. ilet people who cares for me down. most importantly,ilet myself down. i couldn't stop myself. it's painful,really painful. but it's nothing compared to the problems i'm facing now. way too many things came crashing down again. all over again. i cried,cried,i just can't do it. too many stuff to handle. too much pressure. my illness is a really big burden to my parents,medicine are expensive. every trip to hospital for check up can cost a huge amount of 100 bucks or more. 100bucks may seems nothing to some people out there but it means a lot to my family. having to see you online everyday isn't that good either. i always wanted to talk to you. but i'm afraid,very afraid. esp after the rejection. i got no more courage left,i'm a coward,big time coward. now i really doubt,can i really be brave & strong like i said? negative thoughts keep appearing in my mind, i'm feeling so negative nowadays.
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SERENAAAAA
Birthday on 021293,17 this year
Currently studying at SwissCottageSec-Class4N1&loving it
I adore YELLOW&AWESOME mates!
Through my life I once love,cheat,lie,learn,gained&lost,
Most imptly,i LIVED&will cont to live to the fullest.