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HI :\
second post....
so,i suddenly feel like writing this for no reason. i mean i haven't see him for like very long and i really miss him.i also don't know why i keep having dreams of him almost every time i sleep.&& after hearing the marks for exams ,huihan told me,my smile totally dissolve.i know it's too late to realise it's too late.so i guess,there goes my chance of being promoted?!and like my dad said,if i don't get promoted to sec 4N,it means that bye school and everyone.he mean once i retain,i must quit school and go out and work like an adultcan you believe that,he's my father and he say this of me ): argh,thoughts of it make me angry.anyway,do you guys know,xinni is waiting for jk,so am i (?)but i still feel a littlejealous.i also don't know why,so yar.i mean now,both of us doesn't know who he like,or is he still single and stuff like that.i mean i saw many poems and songs that the lyric totally fits my feeling and everything like that.i feel like crying out loud,really really have a good and nice cry,but yar,i can't.i mean where can i do that?how can i do that?
yar,i have great friends,but nowadays,everyone everything seem to hate me.or something like that.friends seems to be like staying away from me,like nysah,this is how i think,maybe it's not real but,i keep thinking that she doesn't want to be with me anymore.i mean didn't we have great memory together?!we really really seldom talk much.sometime not more than 5 sentence.we have not sit down together,me,nysah and farah to have a heart to heart talk.cheering each other up,teasing each other and stuff like that.i bet you guys have forgotten out date,OCTOBER 24.remember?!
&& i seriously don't know what did i do to make wenbin hate like she nv hated someone.why can't you say out,at least stop your nonsense,what happened to us?i mean yar,we do quarrel but i thought we have more fun time together?remember we used to share secrets,went out together and get really crazy.got in trouble together and stuff like that.to be honest,i miss those things,i seriously do.&& FYI,i don't hate you guys,i just don't like you guys.get this straight.
well,here's one long post.