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HELLO (:
I'm supposed to blog those pictures but i can't yet,sorry!
tmr.
i tried to be emo,but my lovely friends just cheer me up.
i tried to make life hard for myself.
i was thinking of hurting myself,but it's not worth it.
cause that won't change anything.
although i pretend to be on a brave front when people ask about you.
but,i'm very fragile on the inside. incase you never notice that.
i need the loves and someone to be there.
i had dreams of you,many.
&& i don't know is that a sweet one or it's just a nightmares.
i tried my very best in forgetting you.
but memories just flood back even though it's only 6 days.
i know very well that no way will you turn back to me anymore.
but i'm still here,waiting like a idiot for you.
i promised myself i'll be strong this time.
but whenever i see you,i just can't face reality.
it's too cruel.way to cruel.
the happiness my friends gave me is too little,not enough to cover up the sadness.
i'm not blaming my friends,they got their own things as well.
so i really thanks those friends out there.