THE OLD FEELINGS FOR DAN ARE BACK.. MY WORST NIGHTMARE HAVE FINALLY COME. I REALISE,I DIDN'T MOVE ON AT ALL. ALL ALONG,I WAS LYING TO MYSELF, AND DAN,PEOPLE WHO CARE ABOUT ME,LLOYD. I TOTALLY LET MYSELF DOWN. i hate myself so much now. firstly,daniel,i'm sorry. i know i promised that i'll move on. i really can't do it without you. you are the one i'm living for,without you,i'm long ago dead. you are the only reason why i live. seeing in school everyday make it even harder for me to move on. whenever i see you with those girls, i will felt jealous. i know i'm selfish,but you are more selfish. you only cared for your self, what about me?what do you take me as? you said we could be friends, but i don't think we can. you make me so fucking confused. i hate myself soso much... secondly,sorry to those that care for me. thanks for your care and support. i really need it. but it won't change the fact. you can't change it like you want to. sometimes,we just have to let it be like it should be. by using force won't gave you happiness. i'll be there for you too. thanks once again! thirdly,lloyd.. you must be thinking that i'm playing with your feelings. i'm not. i'm fooled by myself too. i thought i like you, i thought you could replace daniel in my heart but you don't. well,maybe in heart but not in mind. i'm very sorry. remaining as friends is the best solutions. we will still be friends. friends like before everything started. sorry!
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Birthday on 021293,17 this year
Currently studying at SwissCottageSec-Class4N1&loving it
I adore YELLOW&AWESOME mates!
Through my life I once love,cheat,lie,learn,gained&lost,
Most imptly,i LIVED&will cont to live to the fullest.